You know what I realized? People who genuinely fuck with me understand my frustration. People who are self hating haters and clearly have never given my music a chance got the biggest problem with me always.
No one will have to worry about me complaining after this current complaint. Lol what I will not do is ever be this depressed again
It’s not just an award. It wasn’t any award show. It was the soul train awards. As you can see I’m big fan of soul music and huge fan of soul trains history.
Being snubbed was something I always expected and was definitely prepared for just not by them.
My intent was to never shade other nominees. I’m hurt and I don’t expect soulless haters to understand that
Everytime I wrap my mind around it I just can’t accept it. It feels like a break up. I made a soulful album. I never ran from who I am. I just expected that one platform to understand that.
it takes a lot of energy to do these things and ultimately this was a hard loss for me.
My intent is never to annoy people who clearly don’t fuck with me, I dont be asking these shady blogs to post what I write
Me being honest doesn’t make me less gracious or less star worthy.
I’m not selling out. So I quit.
To all those annoyed with me, you got it. I won’t lose my mind over this shit. I will save my sanity first.
I’ll join the damn army.
Tired of being annoying tired of being annoyed. I just ain’t built like the rest of them. This shit ain’t for me.
It’s clear I’m not “cool” enough. Not trendy enough and I don’t care to be. I don’t strive for that. I’m not going to chase this shit ever again. No more fake shit on my part.
It’s not just the awards. SBB was slept on in so many ways. Im too emotional to pretend like I can play this game.
For people saying I just started no. I’ve been grinding since 2009.